Saturday, January 3, 2009

Scraping off the Rust

It was around 4:00 a.m. on Saturday morning when I started this post. (Years ago, I used to do this more often. It's so lovely and quiet at this time of the day.)

Excuse me if I ramble....

I'm rusty. I have not written about anything for a long time (other than business-related material), so I need to babble a bit to get those "mind-to-fingers" neurons fired up again.

Writing is a little like having faith, I guess, in that it takes practice. (How's that for edging closer to the topic at hand?) Like any skill we hope to hone, the act of having faith requires repetition. Breaking the faith barrier continues. It isn't a one-shot deal. At least, I don't believe that it is. I don't think we're ever "there". Well...we do get "there" and then we discover that there's another "there" and each insight, each new revelation brings a deeper or more textured appreciation of life.

So What Gives ME the "Right" to Write about Faith?

If I were a... (I want to say, carpenter, but I'll say) wood carver, and if I had spent years using chisels and knives and practicing, reading and learning all I could about wo
od carving, I would not think twice about sharing my knowledge with others. And anyone interested in wood carving would gladly read my words and add to their knowledge.

I do not claim to have all the answers, but though I still have a lot to learn, I am thankful that circumstances in my life afforded me the time to seek the answers to my never-ending questions. While I have enjoyed drawing and painting (and in a very limited/beginner's way, gardening), my first love has always been writing.

This blog is a culmination of a million questions over those decades of curiosity and contemplation. I have put a lot of it out here in case there's the slightest chance that it might shine one tiny ray of light on someone else’s path, just as others have availed me of their light and insight.

As the Buddhist saying goes, "when the student is ready the teacher will appear".

We have teachers around us all the time, ready to let us in on a particular piece of a puzzle we happen to be contemplating, ready to say “just the right thing” or to echo “exactly” what we had been thinking, or answering just the question we’d been thinking of asking.

I hope that sometimes I can say just the right thing that will enhance someone else’s peace of mind. And I have faith that my teachers will continue to come along whenever I need their support.

This morning:

When I look at the sky, I feel as if I might be anywhere on Earth…any place that has bare-branched trees at this time of the year.

Monday, December 29, 2008

Breaking the Faith Barrier Continues...

Time passes so quickly! It's hard to believe that I planned to start this in October!!

So why start a new blog, when I've already got one called, "Breaking the Faith Barrier"?

That one wound up being a repository of essays, which I did not want to clutter with my own chatter. I want that one to be more universal or general, something that I might refer and link to now and again, but this time in a more personal way.

This one is for "vous et moi". It might not always seem to be about the title subject, but I hope that what I write here will reflect my feelings about faith.

If/When You Disagree with something I have written...

I know that there will be some who will vehemently disagree with me, but I also know that those who do are simply misunderstanding my meaning. If you don't agree with what you believe I am saying, I will be happy to read your opinions and to clarify my own.

Do not be tempted to use me as an anger-target. I will (valiantly try to) not reply to anyone who resorts to insults or any other kind of aggressiveness or mean-spiritedness. Or if I do reply, I cannot guarantee that I will not reply in kind. Such is the nature of human being. No matter what we believe and no matter how true our hearts, and how deeply committed we are to "peace, love and understanding", we are all merely human. Created for survival, we are designed to learn, so that we can exist in pleasure in the midst of this marvelous world.


If you prefer to speak privately, you can email me at springalwaysfollowswinter @hotmail.com. (No spaces.)

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Watch This Space

I'll be with you shortly...